Whenever I hear the words, "new year" Death Cab always rings in my ears.
So this is the new year and I don't feel any different.
I can't say I felt different on my birthday or now when it's about to be a new year.
Although I'm going to try my hardest despite how same the day feels,
to make new changes.
I still have my list of goals from my birthday.
I've learned to crochet, bought a record player and started collecting vinyl.
I've started carrying my film cameras more, but have yet to develop them!
I've also been doing much more reading and mix-tape making.
Now it's time to get back to sewing and focusing on myself.
I want to say that Brent will be a part of this next year, however I'm not sure exactly what the future holds. We've been having some really great times recently. Almost scary how great they were. I don't want to get my hopes up. I don't want to hurt or be hurt. It's so hard to take things slow. Brent just got laid off work, again. He's behind on bills. I feel like being superwoman and picking up however I can, but I can't. I need to focus on the last five months of my program and making myself happy. I'm just a worrier and a giver. I don't want to be bummed out on New Years. I have the option to go out, but of course I'm choosing to stay in with some wine and a movie.
Hope you all have a fun filled New Years and I wish you luck on all your goals!
Here's a silly Elizabethtown movie inspired photobooth slide.
[not sure why I felt the necessity to go gangster face with the 'e']