Last night was a lot of fun. I went out with my friends Dawn, Kate and a group of their friends for for a 21st birthday. (I feel so old.) We started at a club on jazz night, which I've never been to and it ended up being more fun than I thought! I've been meeting new guys, but the ones I have I'm just not interested in.. I feel like no one compares to Brent. I need to give them a chance though I know. I guess now I don't to believe anyone is worth investing in.
Dawn and I snuck outside to talk about everything. Turns out she's going through something similar right now so we have a lot in common. I think we'll be leaning on each other for a while.
Once we were tired of empty boring bars we decided to just roam the streets of Akron talking. It was great and I didn't even realize how fast time was flying. I got home a little before three am and luckily got a few hours of sleep before class today.
Waiting outside for the group to finish up at the bar, freeeeeezing.
Today was a bit more difficult since I got out of class early with nothing to do all day. Yes, I have a bunch of hobbies, but I feel too depressed to do any of them. =/ I know things will get better, but I also feel like once I heal from this, Brent is going to start dating someone else and I'm going to have to go through the stages all over again. Sigh. one:day:at:a:time
This one is blurry, but I like it anyways.
Again I really appreciate all of your support on my blog and twitter during this cheering me on! You're all so awesome.